But I seriously want to just hold someone’s hand. As corny as it sounds, it seems so gentle, so intimate, so…just love-like.
I remember there was this guy who was like a class clown, younger, but very cute and it was summer. I ran to a grocery store to pick up a few things and he just so happen to work there. 
He was a type of guy to go up to anyone and make them laugh, especially if he recognized them. Anyway, he said hey, I did too, and then he was walking out the door with me and just kidding around. But then…he just intertwined his fingers with mine and was holding. my. hand.
Something about it was…just great…gentle…I felt connected. It was weird that I felt that way. I didn’t know why, I didn’t know him. I thought he was attractive but, I knew how he acted with other girls in school. He was a flirt.
But it made me want to make sure that whenever I finally find someone or they find me, that that is something we do.

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