Bettering Myself


I really need to get back to school. I didn't even know today was Friday...the days are flying by. I basically have been sick, ever since I came home for break. It's starting to finally clear up...but, hopefully I'm not speaking too soon. I need to go to the dentist to get my tooth checked out, go to the doctor's for a check up to make sure I'm okay.

I've just been laying around in my bed, feels like I'm sprouting roots. I haven't moved...it's really sad.

As a New Year's Resolution I want to start taking better care of myself. Getting in shape (treating my body as the temple it is), and becoming more organized. Last semester was a blur of: "wait, did I do that?/Did I forget to send this email/text/call/notice?" It was very stressful for me and I want to chill and be on top of a lot of things this semester.

However, caring for myself is at the top of my list. I want to get better grades (striving for a 3.0-3.3). For some reason I always do "average" work in my studies, ever since I hit 6th grade I think? I hated every school I went to. College is better in a way  many ways! I am surrounded by so many positive things and people, and I am apart of so many great things. I've made so many life long friends here that I wish I knew when I was younger!

I want to achieve so many things in my life, and being here, "in the now" is how I think I can accomplish some of them. Having a sense of "live today "and do things today that my mind won't have to worry about tomorrow. It'll be great. I know it will. I'm going to make a list of things I want to see done within myself and make those things happen.
Any way I hope all of you are having a great start to the new year and have goals set that you want to complete! Strive for the best my lovely followers because that's what you are!

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